Hey.
Wake up.
It's Subuh, dawn, get up.
Man, you look horrible.
What's with you?
Man, you have changed a lot.
A lot, I mean, I don't know you anymore.
What happen man?
Hey, don't make me slap you.
Wake up mate!
Look at you.
Eye bags, red eyes, that lazy body. You may look good, but you condition, perrghh, bad.
Man, ever since you decided to change into someone else, I hardly recognize you.
You still you, but..it's not like you.
Where is the old you?
The one that always take care of yourself,
the one that always remind others to do good deeds,
the one that always bring others to the road of jannah,
the one that always caution on boys-girls conversation (pergaulan),
the one that always speak something good to others,
the one that always take care of others, including yourself,
the one that always hanging out with good friends, talk something benefits, and avoid too many stupid jokes or idiot whatever you say,
the one that avoid girls, so that they won't touch you and you won't get close to them,
the one that always read a Quran whenever you down, or free time,
the one that always care about brothers and sisters at Syria, Egypt, Palestine,
the one that always step to masjid and pray to Him..
Where is the old you?
You have changed. I don't know you anymore.
You've been disappointing.
You should not live in this world anymore...
Pistol diacukan ke dahi, picu ditekan. Bam!!!
Dia terbangun, peluh membasahi muka, badan, walaupun kipas berpasang kuat, tapi dia tetap kepanasan.
Apakah petunjuk mimpinya tadi? Kenapa dia bermimpi sedemikian?
Dia bingung, dia memandang sekeliling.
Dia baru teringat, dia bukan lagi berada di kolej, tetapi berada di rumahnya.
Dia melihat jam, 6 pagi.
Dia bingkas bangun, dan mengambil wudhu.
Dia keliru, kebingungan, mimpi apakah yang hadir sebentar tadi?
Dia tidak dapat tafsir mimpinya.
Sejurus sahaja dia mengambil wudhu, dia menghamparkan sejadah..dan bertakbir..
"Allahuakbar..." sambil menyertakan niat solat fardhu subuh. Hatinya masih resah dan gelisah, tetapi dia cepat-cepat mengalihkan perhatiannya untuk fokus dalam solat.
(bersambung...)
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