One down, three to slash.

First day of exam already passed.

Which was yesterday.

Alhamdulillah, I managed to answer the questions, Allah showed the ways to solve it.

LGA 3101, claimed by our lecturer, was the easiest paper this semester.

Now that the only threat is Phonetics & Phonology. For EDU and ELT, I need to read a lot.

For Phonetics? You need to read, to understand, to practice, especially for transcription.

Damn, now I am very demotivated. Need to boost up my motivation.

Next papers are on 2nd of November, Friday. The other two papers will follow up on the next days.

Well, motivation, motivation. I need to work hard and always seek His help. Insya Allah.

But now, FIFA 13 and DotA....the real temptation. Grr....

Just look at the pictures below.

I found on internet

Just for fun

Seriously, this is what I actually do.

Enjoy.

P/S - The first picture meant for you. ^_^

Temptation vs Study

If not thinking about upcoming exam, I would play about 5 games until now.

However, despite the temptation, I almost played the game at afternoon. But, due to the stupid WarKey and system complication ( I copied the game from a friend), I was not in mood to play it.

Why? The warkey and skills hotkey are stupid, conflict to each other. Well, I just have to copy the original (clean and light version) from my home laptop, as it is the good one.

Still, hearing from the other room "KILLING SPREE", I was screaming inside. Damn you DotA!!

Although the map is released, but still no development about AI. Through AI, I practice using heroes, which my target heroes after exam are Invoker, Enchantress, Holy Knight, Witch Doctor, Necrolic, Warlock, Jakiro. Others like Dazzle, CM, VS, SF, Veno, Ogre, and killer heroes I have learned to use them. Oh yes, I managed to have fun with Dazzle when we fought against seniors. Hehe.

Okay back to the reality. I was tempted to play DotA during this hour, but I keep telling myself that I WILL PLAY DOTA AT NOON OF 4TH NOVEMBER. As soon after my exam is finished. Hehehe.

Studying P&P is very hard, yet easy to understand. All I have to know is about transcription, some concepts and the rules. Yeah, this is a sadistic killer paper. Compare to Methodology, which I already have the picture of exam, I might be able to shoot a good question. Hehehe.

However, EDU is not a tough paper yet could kill me, while LGA might haunt me if I aim inaccurately. Well, both of these are very scary if I do not study. Hehee.

Day after tomorrow, I will be heading home for Idul Adha. Sorry, friends for not being able to celebrate together at IPG, as my only brother and sister are coming home. Hehe. I miss them you know, especially my sister. Though we always quarrel, but we are used to it. Hehehe.

For my brother? Well, I would ask him to buy FIFA for me! Hehehe.

The game seriously.

Then, insya Allah I will be back on Saturday. Why not Sunday? So that I will study. I know that at home, I will not be able to study due to internet and food temptation. Lucky us, we don't eat meat (I am forbid to eat due to my health condition). But seriously, free foods? Heh. Save my money.

Then my LGA paper on 29th. Hoooo. After that, there are 3 days before 3 killer papers in three consecutive days. However my weakness is, I tend to not study after the second final paper. I will end up with movies of playing games afterwards. I hope that I will able to hold much longer.

It's just me. I hope I can.

Well readers, I want to study a few things about P&P before heading to bed. Seriously I am sleepy (a little) since I only slept half an hour at noon.

Hey you, please study. ^_^

P/S - The only way to get rid of DotA/Movies/Korea temptation is to delete or hide them. Seriously.

Harapan.

Harapan.

Sesuatu perkara yang mana jika harapan tersebut tercapai, maka kita akan gembira.

Aku tak tahu mahu definisi benda tu, well aku tak tahu macam mana mahu explain.

Harapan, harapan apa yang dimaksudkan?

Banyak, harapan result, harapan cinta, harapan MC kalah kepada QPR. Kehkehkeh.

Apapun, terlalu berharap sebenarnya menyakitkan hati.

Kita hanya boleh berharap kepada Allah S.W.T. Dialah Maha Memberi dan Maha Mengasihani.

Harapan itu satu penafian, kata-kata dalam manga Naruto. Heh.

Sekiranya kita berharap kepada makhluk, kita boleh dikecewakan.

Tapi sekiranya kita berharap kepada Allah, Allah tak pernah kecewakan kita.

Jomlah kita terus berharap kepada Allah sahaja.

Pengalaman sebenarnya mengajar untuk tidak berharap lagi, untuk tidak meletakkan harapan, dan untuk tidak memberi harapan.

Terlalu berharap boleh menyebabkan frust menungging, ya. Siapa yang pernah rasa ini semestinya sakit untuk memikirkannya.

Janganlah berharap pada cinta yang tidak pasti, tapi berharaplah kepada yang Khalik.

Memang fitrah manusia, sekiranya bercinta, pasti ada harapan yang tinggi.

Berharap untuk bersama, berharap untuk kekal, dan berharap untuk berkahwin.

Seriously, kahwin. :p

Kalau dulu, terlalu berharap merupakan satu sikap yang sukar untuk dikikis. Entah kenapa.

Asal jatuh cinta, mesti berharap dia tidak akan mengecewakan, tapi ternyata Allah sengaja bagi perasaan tersebut.

Cumanya sekarang, aku sudah cukup berharap untuk bercinta. Biarlah tiba masanya nanti, insya Allah diluahkan juga.

Bukan apa, cuma cinta itu, jika terluka lagi, sakitnya tak terperi.

Sejak kebelakangan ni, sakit hati memang sentiasa melanda.

Apapun, mudah-mudahan Allah permudahkan urusan kita semua, lebih-lebih lagi pasal exam yang dah dekat.

Berharaplah kita kepada Allah S.W.T, insya Allah Dia beri keputusan yang tip-top sekiranya kita berharap kepadaNya, di samping berusaha untuk mendapatkannya.

Dah, study. Di saat aku berdiam diri pasal kahwin, rupanya ramai mahu kahwin.

Pae- Cukuplah mengharapkan cinta. Biarlah jadi sahabat sahaja, kerana malas mahu luka-luka parah di hati. Daripada cerita pasal cinta dan kahwin, afdhalnya kita fikir pasal masalah ummah, paling kurang pun pasal diri kita yang sangat sedikit ilmu ini. Study!