September

Banyak draft entri, tapi semuanya tak jadi. Entah.

So, kali ni entri personal sikit.

Something that make me very stress.

Seriously, no matter how difficult the situation is, I won't stress myself too much, though some people think I'm just being lazy. Sorry for that.

But this time, I need to work on it. Yup. My weight.

I gained too much weight since my sister's wedding. Seriously.

End of June until almost the end of September, hampir 3 months, naik 6 kg.

Semalam pula, terkejut beruk angka tu melebihi 5.

And I should really work on it.

Sekalipun setiap hari berfutsal, memang weight training tu perlu.

Entah kenapa malas pula mau angkat tu barbell. Zzzz. Padahal, the rule of losing weight is to maintain muscle and lose fat.

Insya Allah, 5 kg 5 minggu. Biar lambat, asal lemak hilang. Heee.

Second thing, my form when playing futsal.

Yup, I've learnt and develop a lot. Today, I scored 1 and two assists. The other day time before paha aku sakit sangat selepas buat squat (kah juga tu) 30 kali tanpa henti, dapat score 2 kali.

Sometimes I misplaced my pass, but yeah, learn from it.

Third thing, gaming.

Hoho. Towards the end of the year, sememangnya game mantap banyak keluar.

PES 2014 (tapi aku tak main), FIFA 2014, Splinter Cell - Blacklist, Assassin Creed 4, banyak lagi.

Memang aku gila game, tapi tidaklah gila sangat.

Cuma sekarang aku lebih suka main DotA 2. Yeah!! Add me erin_dante.

And nothing much.

Dan 2013 bakal berakhir, aku bakal menjalani praktikum fasa 1, insya Allah.

Sekarang risau sikit pasal exam, assignment yang entah diterima atau tidak. Hehe.

Berdoa saja, I want to do very well this semester in exam. Tidak mahu stress.

Stress is good, but too much stress is doom.

And... to be a non-judgmental person, is not easy as words.

Zzzz...kenapakah trademark ini semakin aku suka guna.

Last phase of Ramadhan.

Fate fell short this time your smile fade in the summer

Place your hand in mine I will leave when I wanna

I'm bored. So I decide to write this.

Busy week, next week, three assignments must be submitted on Thursday.

I still haven't done any, seriously. Still enjoying.

Insya Allah, I will do it. Day by day~~~

Final phase of Ramadhan, final 10 nights.

The nights which one of them contain the greatest night of 1000 months.

Lailatul Qadar, or you can say the night of Al-Qadar.

I will do my best, to increase and improve and change before Syawal come.

I've regretted so many things, too many.

I've fallen deep inside dimness of light. I must be strong to find the light that I need for myself.

So that I can be the light for people around me, insya Allah.

All need is doa, effort, continuous and tawakal.

That's my priority, my style, my way to overcome things.

I've done my task for this month, a big one. But I want to do something for the world. Insya Allah.

Just planning, a work-alone but I will need help. Of course, Allah is my priority.

Maybe, this 'something' is secret, but still need a proper planning and advice from superior.

I just hope that I will be able to balance my study, social, game, free time and especially for ibadah.

I mostly spend time on games, but I want to change the habit. It's my own fault for this new thing. Kehkeh.

So for you dear readers, hope you won't do something like I did. Better be a good person for yourself.

Dear you, happy fasting, hope that you'll always happy, hope that we'll make through this until Jannah.

Snake Charmer.