Busy-ness

Epic.

I like that word.

Why?

Epic is something that amazes you.

What?

Anything.

Well in this entry, there's no Bisvit Selimut.

I just want to write something.. about my life at IPG.

So far so good, I like to be busy. I like to involve in these events - though I feel like I don't help as much as I could.

Why I like busy? Most people dislike being busy.

Well, it helps me to forget the pain, sadness or whatever things that make me feel depressed, though sometimes I stress because of the busy-ness. Hehh.

Well, at least it is much better than whining something - what the hell that I don't know.

Actually I like this semester compare to last semester. Last semester I didn't active too much except for my weight loss.

This semester, it's double active - Track and Field, Cross Country, daily activities, well, triple. Haha.

But I like it, it's okay though, it's okay. Why? This is the time you will learn many things, knowledge, practically and even improving yourself.

But of course, it's one of the ways to forget what I felt that haunted me before, that killed me before, that made me lost myself before - I wish that I won't do the same thing anymore.

Of course, people will come and go. I think I just wasting too much time to someone that never appreciates me before.

But I should realize that not everyone will appreciate you, not everyone will care as much as you do. They may be your best friends, but you may not be their best friend.

So, why bother? That's why I'm involving myself to own this busy-ness (not business), alhamdulillah Allah gives me strength to cope with it.

Sometimes I feel like I want to quit, but after listening to epic songs, I realized that 'quit' is only for stopping from doing bad things or habits.

Someone asked me why I still have time for that person, for games, for everything though I still busy?

I don't know. Maybe because that's how I work. I'm not multitasking, just divide time to do things.

Of course not easy. Imagine, my life from the morning - Lectures, go to department to ask things, lectures, eat, rest for a while, involve in Track and Field activities, playing football, meeting and at night, I am just resting. Not that I'm boasting that I can cope with this, but I feel like there are someone who are very busy compare to me, but still they have time to do something that can release stress. Even Rasulullah - a busy man, leader, father, grandfather, da'ie, still have time to help his wives at home.

So, conclusion?

Enjoy your life!

Simple.

Epic Music, search at YouTube. I guarantee you will love it.

El Dorado~

Consecutive weeks killer!

Assalamualaikum,

WEll, it supposed to be Tuesday, but, whatever. It's my blog. Kehkehkeh.

Wrong introduction. Thank you Allah for letting me to live again today, chance to improve my iman. Insya Allah.

I was blogwalking and read junior's blog. Quite interesting about their foundation life.

Our beloved junior will face the toughest semester in their foundation life. Yeah, semester 2 foundation definitely will kill you. I faced, and alhamdulillah, every conflict settled, every assignment settled.

If you think foundation semester two is tough, wait until you become like us. Degree first semester is very tough. After CNY, a horde - feels like zombie of L4D - comes and kill us. Luckily, lecturer kept extend the due date - seriously, we never request - and first task of first assignment already done. I hope we won't redo it. Seriously.

Starting next week, I feel that it will always busy, busy, busy, busy, busy until final exam. Why?

Next week, 13th Feb - task, assignments, tutorial presentation, assignments.

Following week, still, task, assignments, tutorial presentation, assignments, merentas desa i think.

Following after that, the due date of all given assignments - BMK, TSL, TITAS - oh man! Still, tutorial presentation - our group again - and tasks.

Following after that Feb-March, maybe we can rest for a while. Heh. A while? I don't think so.

Second week of March, first school-based experience. Yeah, I choose Kuala Penyu as my SBE school. Why? Well, even I'm Keningau, but I want to explore the world. Who knows, I'll get a lot of knowledge there. Insya Allah.

After that? Holidays. But assignments? There's no holidays for assignments. Never. Hahaha.

After holidays? BIG first phase. Oh, busy,busy and busy. Will I survive? Yup. If I put an infinite effort into it.

Welcome April after BIG P1. During this time, I think the situation will be okay, I hope. Well, we'll sit for UAK, and definitely MUET. Band 4 is a must for TESL.

After that, welcome the month of war. Final examination.

These are only involving major activities. There are many more such as folios, task in JKM - the head of PM - and many more. I hope Allah will ease me and all of you to face such busy days. Most important, be stronger than before. Insya Allah.

One advantage that I have, since my dearest lappy is in ICU - she's not die yet - my gaming activities are reduced. There's an advantage of having damaged laptop. Hihi. Alhamdulillah. Another one, I often go down to the field and exercising. Of course, for health, especially to perform ibadah. That's an improvement. How about you? IF you have something new to be done, istiqamah. Insya Allah everything will be eased to do so. Amin.

First entry in English. Ahaks. Sorry for my broken and 'tunggang-langgang' English. Well, I need to learn a lot. Oh ya, JAKIM gives fatwa about valentine. Muslims, don't celebrate. JAKIM says haram. So, think and choose wisely. Fatwa already out, it's you who decide.

Pae - Akhirnya, siap juga entri English yang pertama! Ahah!